I am not the kind of person who historically deals well with "not knowing"..... I have always said, that I can handle anything.... good things, bad things, downright tragic things... the only thing I cannot handle is not knowing.
Whilst there has been a great deal of uncertainty in my life in the past few months, I am hoping to have most things resolved very soon. It's been a very difficult time for my family... however the good thing to come out of the chaos, is that I have had the opportunity to get very well aquatinted with "not knowing".
And what I have discovered is that the place of "not knowing" is the very same place, as the place of "finding out".
Doubt and uncertainly surely lead to discovery.... eventually.
They may be horribly uncomfortable places to find oneself in... but all growth and all personal development, lie just outside of one's comfort zone.
So the next time you find yourself in a place of not knowing.... remember, that it is in fact the very same place, as the place of discovery, the place of finding out.